The Third

Can't control my body
Heart races out of my chest
My hell manifests
When will I feel normal again?

Breath growing shallow, cannot think clear
(I just wanna feel normal again) Coming to life, all of my worst fears

I'm so sick of this every day
Trapped in my fears, I regress to where there's no escape
Blindly accept the illusion of control
I ignore all the warnings and fall victim to another perfect

Self sabotage
Never enough
Self sabotage
One more time

I haven't learned
Don't think I ever will
I'll never know
How much until I break

Pull me from the depths (how can I change)
Of my own hell (deep-seated beliefs)
Pull me from the depths (hands around my neck)
This eternal nightmare never ends (all in my head)

Distance me from my reality
The spark gets siphoned away from me
My mindful bliss, a dim light in the distance
Dragged from the gallows never again to be seen

The demons come to haunt each day
The shore's in sight but they're pulling me away
The ship has sailed and I may drown before I get back home
Their screeches won't let me be alone

Self sabotage
Never enough
Self sabotage
One more time

I haven't learned
Don't think I ever will
I'll never know
How much until I break



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