Lost in the moment

My thoughts spiral out of control
I just end up down a dark black hole
Leaving me sad and alone
It was something I didn't know
Until someone gave me the idea years ago
This caught me off guard like an earthquake
I finally had a reason to show
People why I would get lost in the moment
It was because my dopamine levels were too low
I'm sorry it wasn't my fault I was wired this way
I had a lot of trouble getting though
School and focusing on each moment in life
I just get lost in the moment
I'm always getting lost in my head
My ideas stop flowing like I am frozen
I forget where I am and what you've said to me
I tried too hard fitting in by showing emotion
I just get carried away in the moment
Always leaving me feeling alone and broken
I just wanted to feel like I was important
All I needed was people that understood
At the time I had trouble keeping my focus
In the present moment and I acted impulsive
Each day until I got a proper diagnosis
I'm sorry I wasn't the best version of myself
To everyone I talked to even in small doses
I understand why people couldn't handle me
Especially the ones that were the closest
I was to young to understand the impact
It had on all of you and now I notice
I will make it up to you someday
Just tell me what to do to get back all that lost time
I just get lost in the moment
I'm always getting lost in my head
My ideas stop flowing like I am frozen
I forget where I am and what you've said to me
I tried too hard fitting in by showing emotion
I just get carried away in the moment
Always leaving me feeling alone and broken
I just wanted to feel like I was important
I just get lost in the moment
I'm always getting lost in my head
My ideas stop flowing like I am frozen
I forget where I am and what you've said to me
I tried too hard fitting in by showing emotion
I just get carried away in the moment
Always leaving me feeling alone and broken
I just wanted to feel like I was important



Credits
Writer(s): Darren De Paolis
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