Mirrors

I guess this is giving in
Is this where my story ends?

Is everyone giving up on me?

I lost interest in myself
So how can I expect them to stay?
When I can't even love the hell
That I have put myself in?

These days I see a different man in the mirror
Distorted and warped by cracks that I inflicted

Am I forgetting what it means to feel alive?
I walk with no purpose, a shattered perception
Is everyone giving up on me?
I don't know what changed, I thought I was the same

I guess this is giving in
My story ends the way it began
The shadows they never cared
Close the chapter, say it's the end

My tears erased the colors in me
It feels like the world's forgetting about me

My tears erased the colors in me
I'd be lying if I said that I didn't miss the old me
I think I've given up, I never wanted it to be this way

I guess this is giving in
Is this where my story ends?

Am I forgetting what it means to feel alive?
I walk with no purpose, a shattered perception
Is everyone giving up on me?
I don't know what changed, I thought I was the same

I guess this is giving in, I let them take control
The shadows they never cared, I've always called them home
I'm only one click away from under my stone
You can't call this life, put me six feet below