Alive (Dead)

It's really cold, no one to hold
That empty feeling's getting old
Yeah so they sewed
You're on the edge of playing fold
Not growing old
Not into doing what you're told
Just any road

She, she's really cool
You met her outside afterschool
Stopped by the pool
It's five degrees, is she a fool?
Is she a tool?
I told her you could put to use
I hope your own damn room

You only want me 'cause I'm sad
And you feel nothing
Push me till I'm mad so I do something
So mean that will hurt you or heal you or give you a feeling
To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive
To put up a fight
To wanna be right
To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive

Push the limit, push
Until she's acting out of line
On a decline, she's screaming, crying
But you're fine, she wants to die
You pull her closer just to try to feel just what it's like
To feel a thing at all
You know you're not alone
You didn't pick her 'cause she's sent from up above
So much emotion, all the pain and all the love
Want a reaction that you're never gonna follow
'Cause it kinda helps

You only want me 'cause I'm sad
And you feel nothing
Push me till I'm mad
So I do something so mean
It will hurt you or heal you or give you a feeling
To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive
To put up a fight
To wanna be right (to wanna be right)
To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive

You only want me cause I'm sad
And you feel nothing
Push me till I'm mad
So I do something so mean
It will hurt you or heal you or give you a feeling
To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive

Her name was Trey, she ran away
When she was young she had to stay
With him and kids
She fucking hated Mom and Jay was their mistake
And now she's here and has to pay
For my restraint
She had a face she used to make
When she was sad but had to fake
Her mental state
She knows she made a few mistakes
She's no disgrace
She told me that she needed space
Then she ditched this place