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My friends are all gone
They're moving away
Graduated moved on
But I gotta stay
One more summer
100 more days
Facetimes a bummer
Just isn't the same

But there was this boy
We got history
We enjoyed
Each other's company
He destroyed
What he meant to me
When he broke my heart and he left me unclean
Hey
Said he's missing me
I've changed
Wanna be friends so sweet
No strings
I took his hand happily
It was great for weeks
But then men are so weak

You wanted me
But I needed you
Before 10pm
You've got stuff to do
But when lights are low
And I need a friend
You're here for me
Cause I give in
And it hurts the most
Cause I told you no
But you can't resist
And I let you kiss me
Please don't do it again
I really needed a friend

I used to feel strong
Now I feel ashamed
Hang with you as self-harm
But you don't complain
I used to think that
You were something to gain
Now the thought of you discussing me disgusts me
Everything changed

I prayed for you and you preyed on me
Like I was naive
But I played your game and knowingly
So you wouldn't leave
Cause the last time I declined
You disappeared for two weeks
And I blamed myself
And I begged for help
But now I can see

You wanted me
But I needed you
Before 10pm
You got stuff to do a
But when lights are low
And I need a friend
You're here for me
Cause I give in
And it hurts the most
Cause I told you no
But you can't resist
And I let you kiss me
Please don't do it again
I really needed a friend

You wanted me
But I needed you
You lusted me
When I trusted you
And i told you no bout a million times
Still each time I do you still act surprised
And I thank myself
That I left that night
Before things went far
I turned on the light
Then you turned on me
You made it a fight
I think that's when
I realized

I can't see you again
We're just too broken to mend