If I Ever Come Back

If I stay, will you go?
And if I go, will you stay?
I don't know
If I can keep going down this road

Um, I said I wasn't ready
Didn't think it'd be this heavy, let me explain myself
I'm the same but help the pain I held
The shame I felt, I made you tell
I listened, but my pessimistic brain don't help, ooh
If I could put it on a shelf, I would
If I could explain myself, I would

I hope there's still a next time, next time
My prayer isn't really doin' me good
I promise I'll be ready for you next time
If I could grow up in a day, I would come back tomorrow

If I stayed, will you go? And if I go, will you stay?
I don't know if I can keep going down this road
And if I stay, will you go? And if I go, will you stay?
I don't know if I can keep going down this road

I don't think the silence beside us means that
I could care less, I'm careless in fairness
I'm unsure if I like you, but I'm sure that I love you, so spare us
This inevitability, can I come back with a higher probability?
I hope you don't forget I got a hole in my chest
In the shape of your heart but it just don't fit yet

I hope there's still a next time, next time
My prayer isn't really doin' me good
I promise I'll be ready for you next time
If I could grow up in a day, I would

(Come back) if I stay, will you go? And if I go, will you stay?
(Tomorrow) I don't know if I can keep going down this road
(Come back) if I stay
(Tomorrow)

If I ever come back, I hope you'll still be here
If I ever come back, if I ever come back
If I ever come back, please don't disappear
If I ever come back, if I ever come back

If I ever come back, I hope you'll still be here
If I ever come back, if I ever come back
If I ever come back, please don't disappear
If I ever come back, if I ever come back

If I ever come back (if I ever come back)
I hope you'll still be here
If I ever come back (whoo), if I ever come back
(My prayer isn't really doin' me good)
If I ever come back (please don't disappear)
Please don't disappear, if I ever come back
If I ever come back (my prayer isn't really doin' me good)

If I ever come back (if I ever come back)
I hope you'll still be here if I ever come back (if I ever come back)
If I ever come back (please don't, please don't disappear)
(My prayer isn't really doin' me good)
If I ever come back (if I ever come back, if I ever come back)
Please don't disappear
If I ever come back (if I ever come back)
If I ever come back (if I ever come back)
(My prayer isn't really doin' me good)
If I ever come back