2 Aware

They told me that I'm too aware
What is that supposed to mean?
Like there's too much there
Just a man with a dream
Though it's two to share
Two to stare
Through the room
Through the glares

Though when reality sees me
I outgrew the flair
Though when the family sees me
Like it's two affairs
I don't mean it like it's two I shared
I mean I found peace with five
And one who knew the snare

And I hear them calling
Like the sky's falling
Like I'm here this time
Like it's all in my mind
And I imagine brawling
While I dreamt of falling
Fall or follow

Nah, Imma do my own thing
Miles per hour
60, call it safe
Or 162 for power
When the future buying Gucci,
Versace, Prada
But that means nothing
Compared to thoughts in the shower

They all told me that I'm too aware
What is that supposed to mean?
Like there's too much there
Just a man with a dream
Though it's two to share
Two to stare
Through the room
Through the glares

Find me
In my sorrow
I might be here today
Not tomorrow
Looking through the glass
Sayonara
Looking through the past
A role model

Of precisely
What not to do
I don't pop with you
And I ain't got to, fool
Cos I don't need to stand here taking shots from tools
How many shots you do?
That don't make you cool

Nowadays time plays
Like a serious scribe
Taking notes of all my actions
Like a middle child
I'm taking chances
Taking dances
Like I can't find
The right way to describe
How I felt this time

They all told me that I'm too aware
What is that supposed to mean?
Like there's too much there
Just a man with a dream
Though it's two to share
Two to stare
Through the room
Through the glares