Trauma

I admit
It wasn't that nice
Trying to be okay when I just wanted to hide
Inside a cupcake that my mother made
And pretend to be a child again

Now I wonder what you would have looked like
What you would have eaten, what you would have hated
Maybe me
Cause I am a freak

And I don't know if I really really wanted you
That's why I probably lost you
But nobody knew

Aahhh they call it trauma
Aahhh I call it therapy
Aahhh this is not a drama
But you should've stayed just for another day

Another day

Another day

I admit
It was like a cold shower
It woke me up from the denial I was living in
And he was there facing the empire
Of the demons that were tearing my womb apart

Now I wonder what you would have looked like
What you would have eaten, what you would have hated, maybe me
Yes I am a freak

And I don't know if I really really wanted you
That's why I probably miss you
Like a fool

Aaahhh they call it trauma
Aaahhh I call it therapy
Aaahhh this is not a drama
But you should've stayed just for another day

Another day

Another day



Credits
Writer(s): Elena Ruscitto
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