Joy FREEstyle

It's almost been
23 laps around the sun
Got 2 new pairs of ones
And 3 pairs of jeans
There's no one true religion

Still not sure how
But the other day I spoke in tongues
I google translated
and I briefly conversated with Allah
And then I achieved enlightenment
For that I thank Buddah

But last night man
I almost didn't make it
I was in the car shaking
And then I called out to the most high

Lately I just been so tired
But I'm locked in and I'm hardwired
The house asleep
But I'm up
Trynna make them daydreams my real life reality

Used to be micromanaged
Now I oversee
Eyes strained
My voice sore
But it's late nights
And open mics
Until we oversees

I used to think
That the woe was me

But now I keep the light with me
I keep the vibe with me
I keep the moved discreet

I got these two boujee best friends
That look like twins
They want me to spend
All my time and coins with them

The thought was really tempting
But I need more time alone to look within
And find that balance between the zen and the Kaizen
And the balance between the losses and the wins
There's so grey between the right and wrong
It just really all depends

And I looked her dead in the eye
And said I wasn't lying
You won't see me getting caught up
Like Zion
I hope I find the joy of my life
Like Lauryn did with Zion
That's two different Zion's
I hope we dead the issue
And let bygones by bygones

And the Joy of my Life
Is in

Monkey see
Monkey do
Keep a small crew
But I tapped in
With some girls that I stopped fucking with
Just to see if something was new
And nothing was new

Can you tell me some things I ain't already knew?
Can you tell me the best path I probably should choose?
Can you tell the best way to stop from being blue?
Can you tell how to keep my focus from getting loose?