Bedbugs

I turned a blind eye a couple times
It backlashed in the backseat of my mind
I tried and hold on to a couple scars
A rash and cuts in my mouth
And even if you told me then
That drugs and co would make it worse
I'd've likely just laughed in your face
And given my ears a good wash

'Cause the bedbugs
Are dead now
And I don't want to live without
This constant ache
Ever present pain
When I'm laying down to rest
So you laugh
And stare
I don't get what I'm going through
I let you kick
My face
Everytime out of the blue
Out of the blue

I tried to drown in a mountain of fruits
That had rotten and was selled at the store
For a few euros I'd make myself see
That it doesn't matter if I die at thirty and
Even if you told me then
That drugs and co would make it worse
I'd have likely just spit in your face
And down a whole bottle of rum

'Cause the bedbugs
Are dead now
And I don't want to live without
This constant ache
Ever present pain
When I'm laying down to rest
So I laugh and stare
I don't get what I'm going through
I let you kick my face everytime
Out of the blue
Out of the blue



Credits
Writer(s): Intrusive Thoughts
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