Outro

Sigh
It's crazy
It's been over a year and here we are
Still madly in love with you
As if that was ever gonna change
But I worked on myself a lot and I hope it's enough
For me, and for you

Damn this breakup really put me through my paces
Never thought I'd be so enlightened in these dark places
I often think about our children
And how they'd be accepted in your family
Could grandad love those dark faces

I often think about that hard truth
We both have been suffering from a distant scarred youth
Like your dad at the pub not spending some time
And I'm doing the same but with my friends online

I mean I'm not here trying to spread our secrets
Honestly thinking do I really need this
Out in the open but some times out loud is how you gotta speak it
I'd even say that is my greatest weakness

But out loud is the only way to address the issue
Fighting these feelings mental jujitsu
Until they put me into a bow and arrow choke
Cupid must think I'm a joke

But no hard feelings that's what's best for you
Maybe not best for me
But then again I guess that's just our destiny
Can't believe I'm still sat here waiting for you to message me
Thinking of you obsessively

Sometimes it's hard to tell the difference when your deep in love
I wonder what this relationship is in needing of
Even if we knew would things have worsen?
Coz I know you question whether I'm your person

But that shit has never crossed my mind Not even once
Got me feeling so blind I couldn't see it for months
That you checked out for days and I was in denial
Even as shit decays I was still loving your smile

I loved your dimples every crevice on your face
As hard as I tried you're one thing I'll never replace
But in my heart I know I still have space
And I'm praying that one day that you'll show me grace

I learnt that Life blesses you make sure you're never missing it
Make sure that you're present enough to witness it
But its all love that's all I could ever give you
Especially after everything that we ever lived through

I've meant everything I've said I hope that's clear to you
Sometimes Love Hurts just know I'm always here for you
Living in my truth I hope that we're reunited
Love always even if its unrequited

I love you
And I mean that with every fabric of my being
More so than any other time I've ever said those words
And honestly... I need you to know that

Love you always even if it's unrequited