Finding My Feet

I've been walking this dark road
I don't even know where I'm going
I guess I'm trying to see
If I can be brave enough to silence my Bruno
But look, I'm still finding my feet
So until I'm respected, I'll fight for my seat
I'll write, kill a beat on the mic, then repeat
You spite me and meet your Waterloo like ABBA
I might give advice, but I ain't tryna preach
Let's be honest, I'm too faulty for the pulpit
I try to live godly, but I turn into a fool quick
Question my intentions everyday
But fake can recognize fake, so I smell a lot of bullshit
While I try to find myself, can you travel with me?
I don't wanna be alone, tighten your grip please
I'll make it worth your while
Entertain you with my pain, will you stay?
Here, listen to my sixteen
I try to give you bars, my despair seems to seep through
I wear a smile, but I feel naked, you can see through
Nothing ever helps, anyone I try to speak to
I'm sorry if I make it like I always feel blue
I don't, sometimes I'm genuinely happy
I think almost everyday I get to really smile
The reason why it's like I'm always venting in my raps is
This is the only time to say what I conceal inside
I scream just to hear myself, my thoughts are getting so loud
Not a Cassper Fill Up, but I feel like I sold out
Since seven years old, my heart has been a ghost town
Mommy wherever you are, your little boy's grown now
Dad, I hope you know that I had plans to make you so proud
I'm sorry, all my drive is gone, I done broke down
Thought I was shooting for the stars, but I'm the shooting star
So like it's your birthday, make a wish before I blow out
Hope your eyes are closed now
And I don't mean a date when I tell you lately
I've been feeling like I'm gonna go out
Suicidal? No, but I don't know how
If it is true, know I love you
Wipe your tears, don't let them roll down
My sis, my aunt, my cousin and my bro
I keep you close to my cold heart, I wish that we were closer
I know you always made attempts, I wish that I was able
I don't know if I did enough, I wish that I had came through
I hope you know you shouldn't blame you
'Cause I believed my mind saying I had no one to relate to
You can only do so much, it takes two
So I'll keep praying everyday and maybe we can make a breakthrough



Credits
Writer(s): Sihle Mkhabela
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