Story To Tell

No way that I can express to you what I'm feeling right now
My heart is full to bursting except to say
I'm the king of the world!
Most of my life I thought I was worth nothing
Because I couldn't see what I was becoming
I see crystal clear that I was just running
I feel inspiration deep down in my stomach
Distracted myself since I was 12
Don't wanted to accept my reality
Had friends that have taken amphetamines
Reflection of my own insanity
Time passes by quickly
My room at home is empty
Moms tears are plenty
Back then when we watched Peter Pan and Wendy
Before I knew that I was a part of Gen Z
Before I was depressed and thought of ending
My life with a gun in police handlings
Before I went on a rampage, to put on a band -aid
And before I got drunk to escape
I have a story to tell, I have a story to tell
I'm just wishing them well
I'm revealing myself
It's better to think for yourself
Listen to nobody else
It's normal to feel overwhelmed
And that we are needing some help
I feel so much shame
It's deeply ingrained into who I am
Time to embrace all of the pain
Because I can only do the best that I can
Castle of sand, all of my plans to God
The outcome is out of my hands man
Thanks a lot but that's enough, one day you will understand it
The seeds are already planted
I'm an artist, the world is my canvas
But I'm flawed and can't get offended
Till one day my ego's transcended
Anxiety made me feel frantic
And caused most of my antics
That's why I always practice
To stay calm and collected
I have a story to tell, I have a story to tell
I'm just wishing them well
I'm revealing myself
It's better to think for yourself
Listen to nobody else
It's normal to feel overwhelmed
And that we are needing some help
Stop the dumb-ass malarkey
Because there are people that love me
I don't need to party anymore
I have no drinks that make me foggy
Cause I value my life every second of it
That's why I never commute to an office
I honestly prefer than to be jobless
The best time when I really used my noggin
Was when I learned how to make money through talking
That's why rap isn't just a hobby for me
So I ought to believe that it's more than a beat
What I feel from my heart through my core to my feet
Writing rhymes, having sex, doing sport and repeat
Sometimes I even think of rhymes when I sleep
Right now isn't the best time to fatigue
All the stars perfectly lined up for me
So I'm glad that you're gonna see me rise to the peak
I have a story to tell
I have a story to tell
I'm just wishing them well
I'm revealing myself
It's better to think for yourself
Listen to nobody else
It's normal to feel overwhelmed
And that we are needing some help
Switch the gear and steer it up high
Keep depression out of my life
Raise the frequency immediately
When I feel that I'm not alright
I used to constantly lie
When I said that I'm doing fine
Forced myself to just make a smile
After I broke down in my room crying
But it became true what I manifested
My mind and my vibe are the biggest assets
I choose what I think every millisecond
And soon I'm gonna be in the US man
All my dreams and my teens are resurrected
I am love and compassion in my essence
I'm feeling like Gollum when I found the precious
Nowadays I need back and count my blessings
I have a story to tell
I have a story to tell
I'm just wishing them well
I'm revealing myself
It's better to think for yourself
Listen to nobody else
It's normal to feel overwhelmed
And that we are needing some help



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