I Really Hate This World And I Really Don't Wanna Be Here

I really hate this world and I really don't want to be there
Despite years and years of skills I cant even pay all my bills
All my friends are drowning and some of them even dying
Chronic and mental illness has us shook theres no stillness
I really hate this country america is disgusting
All the ground is soaked with blood
With deep wrongs never undone
Patriarchy white supremacy genocide and more
While we argue over human rights this shit is such a chore
I wont argue about oprression
Trans people are being murdered
And your concerned about the bathrooms
When your house is not in order
And if you have a problem we can settle it like men
We could meet up in the bathroom and ill kick your teeth in
You're not my friend you're the enemy
I wont concede a fucking inch
For all of those who breed hate and then attack all my friends
But forget that they're my friends, they are simply human beings
You shouldn't need them to be in proximity to see their needs

I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here

Social media is cool but its killing me slowly
Im feeling lowly lonelier then low
Dont wanna play any shows wanna
Hey thats really cool but let me give you some notes
If you wanna rap on tiktok you need to rap slow
Easy digestible make it repeatable
You're autistic use that itll make you relatable
Listen I just wanna play piano and write songs
And I know you say youll love it
But the numbers prove you wrong
And if it doesnt make dollars then it doesnt make sense
So I can only work on things that make a profit
That means no more writing songs just for fun
No more blah blah something that rhymes I dont know
I need to make a living sacrifices must be made
But I dont think my younger self would like what Ive became

I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here

You know whats really neat that with a job and no kids
And a shiny college degree I can barely afford to eat
See at school they taughts us to focus study hard
Your classes are important theyll prepare you for the real world
And at 18 years old they expect you to choose
Exactly what in this life that we're supposed to do
Never mind about fulfillment never mind about contentment
They told us that money is what equals success
So while we're drowning in debt going through poverty and hell
At least we know the mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell

I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here

This is the part of the song where I give a hopeful refrain
But I really dont have it im sorting through all this pain
So I guess we could just scream that'd fix everything
So yeah I guess repeat after me
I really hate this world and I really dont want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here

I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here
I really hate this world and I really don't want to be here