Feeling Beyond Hopeless

Im not sure why I'm still doing this
Writing music Breathing
Feels like I should just call it quits
Feels like it be pretty easy
It all just feels so pointless
With the world burning alive
Im supposed to jump on this app
And say check my music out its live
My ep drops next month
Like dude I dont give a fuck
Im so sick of politics
Stirring up hate to get more clicks
Israel commits a genocide
30 thousand people have died
And there still mother fuckers saying
There's good people on both sides
Like what the fuck
Since when did mass murder become a nuanced topic
We send them millions of funds
Im thinking maybe we should stop it.
Its Psychotic defies logic
Removes humanity and worse
We act like there's no solutions
Babies born into a hearse
I curse this fucking country
I want out of this experiment
No matter what I do
Feels like I'm implicit in death
So yeah my music cool
But I can't seem to focus
This world is burning alive
Im feeling beyond hopeless

I'm feeling beyond hopeless
I'm feeling beyond hopeless
I'm feeling beyond hopeless
I'm feeling beyond hopeless

I'm waking up in cold sweats
I am feeling beyond stressed
Always focused on what's next
So concerned with being the best
Im so scared that I will fuck this up
I'm scared I'm about to erupt
So scared that once people listen to me they'll quickly have enough
What the fuck
I swear I had these insecurities in check
So why am I stressed about my Impending success
Every supporter that I gain
I refuse to let down
I know it's a lot of pressure
But I refuse to drown
My Ideas feels more sweet then reality it seems
If I fail in real life
Then at least I still have my dreams
To me, dreams were goals
I secretly knew I wouldn't reach
But the gap is ever closing
It is reaching its defeat
He said I'm not alone
Why the fuck am I In tears
I have it all together
Why am I feeling so much fear
The fear of achieving
The fear of simply bleeding
The fear despite it all
I could never see it clearly



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Morét
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