Debilitating Self Doubt And The Will To Use It

Left bereft with a side of no comfort in your body and mind
Exuding self-pity, sweating through clothes, detached from your city
Down here crippling self-doubt radiates, radiates, radiates
Pleading to please everyone, seething internally
While meandering through your numb facade exported to the public
Your go-to policy, how it feels to be something on
Is how it feels to be something off
Is how it feels to feel like nothing is on, no one is home
No one is home
Born to die in Survival City, Hopeless USA
You learn your suffering, you create your suffering
Born to die in Survival City, Hopeless USA
You learn your suffering, and you've earned your suffering
Born to die in Survival City, Hopeless USA
This isn't where you wanted to be
Too many bottles deep with an estranged family
This isn't where you wanted to be
It's not you it's me
It's not you it's me
It's not you it's me
It's not you it's me
It's not you it's me
Set to self-destruct full-time scenery
Fucked up beyond belief
Everything abandons only me
Only me
Only me
Everyone abandons only me, only me, only me
To a post-broken-mind now diseased, complex PTSD
Burn out the company you keep
With full-time pity parties and woe is me
It's not you it's me
It's not you it's me
It's not you it's me
This isn't where you wanted to be



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Writer(s): Love Letter
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