Panic Disordinary

Woke up pointless in a directionless world
A slow rise to the feet, a sleep undeserved
Returned and tossed (guilty)
Unlearned and lost (guilty)
Unnerved to serve you the worst of me
Unfiltered thoughts compulsively processed openly
A badge of embarrassment sewn to a sleeve
An open book without context for you to read
Attention seeking must see TV
Unhinged and cringe to keep the focus on me
Programmed to self-destruct, to make you all leave

The ruined becomes the ruiner
All roads lead to a reckoning
The ruined becomes the ruiner
Misguided and abused body returning
The ruined becomes the ruiner
The hell you've swallowed gets borrowed unknowingly
The ruined becomes the ruiner
The ruined becomes the ruiner
Crossed myself out a few times
Serve and deserve my life to apologize
Woke up broken in an unforgiving world
A slow rise to the feet, a sleep undeserved
Returned and tossed (guilty)
Unlearned and lost (guilty)
Letters of concern are burned or gone unread
Routine return to sender's address
Understanding myself is a lot to unpack
The arduousness has been limitless
An intimidating invest in stupidity and recklessness
Raised to have an uncompromising bond with distress and self-sabotage
Programmed to self destruct
To make you all leave
Oh, I fucking love self sabotage
The ruined becomes the ruiner
All roads lead to a reckoning
The ruined becomes the ruiner
Misguided and abused bodies return
The ruined becomes the ruiner
The hell you've swallowed gets borrowed unknowingly
The ruined becomes the ruiner
The ruined becomes the ruiner
One last wish to have read the letters
Remove the pain caused by these hands (one last wish)
Remove the damage caused to this body (one last wish)
To feel less guilty, guilty, guilty
The bond is broken between you and I



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Writer(s): Love Letter
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