Parasocial (feat. Briel)

Pretty boy with a pretty face
You really do look like a pretty mistake
With your filters and phrases from the internet
A perfect smile and a messy long hair

I watch you from the sidelines as you live
I wonder if you even know that I exist
I'm begging every day for you to look at me
To take me out and show me things I never got to see

'Cause you're so far away
And in the palm of my hand
I try my best to explain
But they just don't understand
Why I, I, I, I, I
Just gotta have you
I, I, I, I, I
I really need to

Hold you in my arms
See you, but you're so far
With fancy friends and guitars
My favorite superstar
And, I, I, I, I, I
Just wanna stay together
I, I, I, I, I
Want you now more than ever

I'm screaming cuz i can't call you boo
Do you listen to the whining of my piano too?
The feeling I got is bigger than distance
Why can't it take you to me?
Enchanted for the hearts in your cheeks
Sometimes I wish I never

Stalked you til i saw all your edits
'Cause now you got me
In the palms of your hands
And, I, I, I, I, I
Just gotta have you
I, I, I, I, I
I really want you

Hold you in my arms
My dream, but it's so far
Put your hands in your piano
Play those songs from the heart
And, I, I, I, I, I
Just wanna stay together
I, I, I, I, I
Want you now more than ever

And I think of you all the time
Haunting my dreams every night
I know that you could do me right
But this dies inside my mind

Yeah I think of you all the time
Everywhere I see your eyes
I bet you never think of mine
Living a parasocial lie

'Cause you're so far away
And in the palm of my hand
I try my best to explain
But they just don't understand
Why I, I, I, I, I
Just gotta have you
I, I, I, I, I
I really need to

Hold you in my arms
See you, but you're so far
With fancy friends and guitars
My favorite superstar
And, I, I, I, I, I
Just wanna stay together
I, I, I, I, I
Want you now more than ever

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