After All

The tiles on his doorstep are smoky and lifeless
In a house where it once was filled with love
The moments we shared so warm and timeless
Nowadays there's nothing more

In thunder and rain we break down again
And in the end it washed you gone
Left to rebrand, you just won't understand
So let it be, I'm giving up

To the gray on the collar of my shirt on new year's eve
2018 what a fucking cheer
To the blue in my dreaming of your eyes, what a beautiful lie
You whine and twist like a broken piano key

I wish I could say it was all a mistake
I wish I could say that I missed you
But you paint me gray and now nothing's at stake
I'm leaving you to drown with your issues

And what puzzles me the most is that you're no longer a hoax
You've been dead and buried almost 7 years
You change yourself, you cry for help, you come back like a ghost
And now I'm begging you to disappear

To the red in the cheeks of the naive kid who you brought to this war
Tell me, what did he have to do with this?
You throw your plates, you scream "disgrace", this will never be like before
There's nothing left for you to show me

I wish I could say it was all a mistake
I wish I could say that I missed you
But you paint me gray and now nothing's at stake
I'm leaving you to drown with your issues

And I tried to smooth it out
I tried to play the fool
But you give me no option
But to wish best luck to you

You poke the bear until it roars
You run and hide saying "what for?"
You set yourself up and then you run
This will end just like it begun

You hold on tight to the shit that gives you meaning
'Cause what are you, if not a problem?
Drama, you create drama to keep being important
Just because you once were smarter

Moving on from something wrong is a proof of your strength
Don't make me come down to you again
Choosing sides like it's a fight is not the smartest stance
Don't make me come down to you again

To the green in the nearest future ahead of me
I'm erasing you from my life
You keep pointing fingers, until it lingers, you'll never cease
But you're alone, this is goodbye



Credits
Writer(s): Hendro Perique, Pedro De Sá
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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