Divinity Aches (Interlude)

(-asper, what are we up to?)
(Ahh um- *laughs* we're night swimming!)

(Good morning! Good morning, starshine! Good evening! The earth says hello!)

(Hmm, I can't see now)
(I cannot see anything, it is pitch ass black. We are night swimming, right guys?)

All the time I think about it
Fervent feelings unrequited
Saw in films yet couldn't see
The agony you left for me
It's not your fault
You're not to blame
I don't deserve love anyways
That won't change the void you filled
You're in my heart and always will

(The boy's awake!)
(He's awake!)

Don't feel a thing when you look at me, baby
You may even feel shame or regret
What changed since you said "your existence saved me"
I guess it must be easier to forget

Pouring out my heart
You know it always comes back to you
Ran out of gas before we start
You were never mine to lose

I've never met a soul quite as radiant as yours
I feel I'm more deserving of the moon and of the stars
I'm such a mess, don't leave me standing out here in the rain
I hate this dress, my hair's a mess, you love me all the same

Pouring out my heart
And I'll paint myself black and blue
Ran out of gas before we start
I never said it was true

Do you even remember the time I almost drowned
Cliff jumping in summer sunsets at the playground
And time feels like it's standing still, so won't you lay with me
Smoke cigarettes till nothing's left, your movie's on repeat

Felt held by you, you know they say
Drunk words are sober thoughts
What made you change your mind that day
Your voice is trailing off