Like A Dream

A walk to the convenience store after work
It's April but winter's still got a grasp on us
Lately it feels like everything's ending
And I've lost track of how many days it's been
You know I was never good at endings
Have to say goodbye three or four times
And summarize everything we said
To make sure it's real and we won't forget

How alone
How alone I felt before we met
And I
Wish I could go home and lie in bed
And relive it all again
Like a dream

I was never good at change
Now I want to push until I can't push anymore
Up at night
Thinking of things I could've done better

('Hey, yeah, I'm sorry if that was a little overdramatic
It's just been hard lately not really having anyone around
So how've you been
You know, we don't have to talk about')

And I'll never forget
How alone
How alone I felt before we met
And I
Wish I could go home and lie in bed
And relive it all again
Like a dream

(Mmm, Mmm, Mmmm)

I want to go home
And lie in bed
But she thinks I should check out
The party on 4th
I want to go home
But she thinks I shouldn't
That I'll feel suffocated if I go back
I want to go home
And lie in bed
I want to go home
(Yeah, yeah)
I want to go home
But then why am I heading this way