Thank You

I've been bitter for 3 months straight
I think it's getting better but then I remembered
It's far too late
I've been working on myself
Just like you asked
But I don't think it's gonna help

I've been wanting to ask
How it's been going on the other side
Do you see the light?
Never mind I don't wanna know the answer

I swear I've been changing my outlook on life
At what price?
A bullet wound but cops found a knife
If I said I missed you would the war begin?
Of you calling me again
Just to tell me you don't care how I've been

I've been wanting to ask
How it's been going on the other side
Do you see the light?
Never mind I don't wanna know the answer

If I let go of this resentment
Maybe I could forget where all of our time went
And leave it buried with the roses you gave me
Just a cruel memory of the way you used to love me
If I let go of indignation
I could destroy the creation you made as my haven
Finally throw out the tattered shadows of doubt
And bottle up these tears, turn them into thank yous for these years

I'm glad I got to know you