Agonizing Slumber

I'm alone in the dark with a taunting mind
Reflecting what I fear
The silence is my enemy at night
Tell me what do I fear

What if the moon's my only mate?
What if it's my life that I hate?
My mind is too loud
It's spinning all around

I breathe in
I breathe out
I breathe in
And breathe out, breathe out, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out
I breathe out

Restless for eternity, there's nothing left for me
Sleep is far away for me, this is the state of agony
I can't escape from this nightmare
In the shadows, does anyone care
For me in this neverending night?
I just feel lonely and sad
I cannot lie in my bed

Lie in my bed now
Dried eyes open, chasing the dawn
I'm always feeling torn

Lie anymore (now)
My dried eyes open, chasing the dawn

I am too restless for eternity, there's nothing left for me
Sleep is far away for me, this is the state of agony
I'm desperately trying to escape into my dreams
Night by night, it's getting harder to believe
That I will find release
And close my eyes to drift away from these times
But there's nothing left, left for me

I am so lonely
In the dark
There's only
My mind
That is taunting
Me so bad
That I am getting mad

I am getting mad, fuck

In the glimpse of the daylight
Now I can say
It feels like I already died
I decay
What if the sun's the only divine?
What if all my dreams won't align?

Fuck

No, oh no

I'm restless for eternity, there's nothing left for me
Sleep is far away for me, this is the state of agony
I'm desperately trying to escape into my dreams
Night by night, it's getting harder to believe
That I will find release
And close my eyes to drift away from these times
Now there's everything for me

And I found escape
From this broken shattered shape