Amaterasu (feat. Jake Maaka)

Oh
I'm hollowed out
Sinking further into the ground
Where I drown in my self doubt

My defenses are down
Anything that you say wouldn't make any sense now
My heart is going to give out
Nothing to feel, nothing to love
Nothing to comfort you
My ambitions are low
All the plans I had made then, and I took it to slow so...
I am willing to give up
Everything and anything and nothing

Everything
Has been
Discarded
Long ago

I, I concede
Everything you are
Everything I hate
(Everything I hate)
You are nothing
You're nothing to me!

Hear the sound of your voice
Echoing through my head, decadent dissonant noise
I feel the touch of your body
Freaking me out and shivering down my broken spine
And I will try to supress it
Bottle it in, and pushin' it down, it's part of the lifestyle
And I will try to forget it
All of the love, all of the pain, all of the memories

I learned to cope with it
But it claws at me
Like an animal
I won't succumb to it
But this could be
Such a spectacle

I want to set the scene
Just the way I want
And I'll pretend through the day
As if there's nothing wrong
I lament and I scream
Scream into the void
And I'll project memories
Through images and noise

I want to say
If you ever leave your home
Your destiny awaits
Craving something
(Something new)

I, I begin to degrade
Everything I am
Everything I've made
(Everything I've made)
You've taken from me
You've taken from me now

Take it out of me
Take it out of
Me

Everything has been tainted
All I want to do is take it away from
Everyone who has waited
All I want to do is take it away from you

You've found someone just like yourself
Now
Now I'm alone
Leave me stranded
Like a goddamn animal
Leave me stranded

Leave me stranded
Leave me stranded
Like an animal