Mementos

I still keep your Polaroid in my wallet
And I don't even think you remember my name
Walking round the parking lot after school
I forgot to blink, and now you're getting married to him
What a shame
I look at that picture with you, me, and my sister
And we were just kids, time's the only one to blame
There's no video of us singing at that talent show
But if anyone found the tape, I think it would feel the same

Mementos for when I'm losing momentum
You let go, and I can't seem to forget them
I've grown too numb to walking on my own
Mementos I look at when I'm all alone

I still keep the magnet you got me for Christmas
But ever since it's been on my fridge, I've only gotten hurt
Chasing the 4 train to get to your apartment
And now I only think how little that shit must've been worth
We still talk but now it's different
I'm too afraid to trust you again, I can't dig up that dirt
You were someone I would've given my life for
And now we're barely friends
Maybe you'll care when I return back into the earth

Mementos for when I'm losing momentum
You let go, and I can't seem to forget them
I've grown too numb to walking on my own
Mementos I look at when I'm all alone

I still keep the paper crane you made me
And all I see online is everything he did for you
The scrapbook for my birthday is in my folder
But all I ever think of now is coming in at number two
I was the best in a relationship, but I'm the worst at being an ex
I don't blame you for moving on
I'm tired of finding a winner, I think we both lost
But I'm still asleep and you woke up at dawn

Mementos for when I'm losing momentum
You let go, and I can't seem to forget them
I've grown too numb to walking on my own
Mementos I look at when I'm all alone