Ode To Self Pity

Oh to pursue the tenants of faith
Consumed by mood written on face
Oh wishful disgrace lost in chaotic embrace
Effortless chase so bitter the taste
Soft seductive mad crazy place
Strange poetic storm blows in
Savage intimate winds
Sick erotic like its always been
Chronic hypnotic tonic shhhhhh
Im on it...

Oh sweet release I reside deep in this dream
A stranger beckons me
From the shadows of self
Sleeping beneath
Sorrow to sell

A Child's belief
I seek foolish things
In the eyes of my creator blood pools swells
Infinity dwells
Activate my longing
Calling for completion
Its like destiny's leaving
Last train out
Cold sweat restless endeavor
And yet... never say never

Scream upon awakening
Scene upon naked scene
Compiled motif
Defined by motives concrete
Self seeking incomplete reason
Fuck the sequence must be the season

Horrible jagged insecure poetry
Leaking bleeding my inconsistencies on the page
Times of darkness
Times of light
Rhymes in focus
So cries the night
Tears of serenity splash upon the page
Bombs of eloquence peppered with rage
A side of insane humble pie
A song is born as a child dies
Empty fortuitous void missing puzzle piece of the soul
Drowning
Encased in flesh
Bowl of soup
Bones
Hair
Ignorance.

What is mind if not a reflection of impermanent design?
Waves licking stones on the shore line
Peace isn't hard to find
May I die tattered and old
Too deranged for the fold
Oh glorious guilty pleasure emotional treasure!
Sands of time carried by the weather outside
Symphony of grief for the wise as they weep
Why do I seek
Why cant I sleep
What hasn't been expressed?
What lies?
I've tried
Mind is left confined by spirit
The Self
This Hell
Can you hear it?
Chilling hypocrisy down the spine
Abstract vibrational ride
Contact where spirits reside
Gnawing truth confused abusive tunes
Personal woe is me pity party
Words flow to parchment
Curse of the artist
Overabundance of life simplified
Embark on this journey to rectify
Redemption
Salvation
Eternal elation as I relate
So for God sake
Don't be denied



Credits
Writer(s): Tómas ólafsson
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