Welcome (feat. Shai-Li)

Everything changed since I was a kid
So I've been doing what I can just to avoid the bin
They told I might sail, otherwise I'm gonna sink
They told me to think big, then they told me to see a shrink
Now I got
Prescriptions with descriptions
That could send me on a mission
With intention to put me out of commission
My only goal is to get everything that I envision
You can try to turn me down but I never listen
Obtaining a strain to contain all this pain in my brain
Never stayed in my lane
Now I know
It's all about the passion behind it and not the flow
Then I started running reds and I knew that I had to go
But a lady named Teresa would probably appreciate a call
Instead, I'm writing my note and staring at the wall
There was a time when I was numb to it all
But I'm staying off the meds so Welcome to Withdrawal

Stretch the rope, I walk the line
Teetering my arms out wide
Is there a
Net below if I resign?
Or is there nothing scripted?
Stretch the rope, I walk the line
Teetering my arms out wide
Not sure if
I can bring what's left behind
Welcome to my addicted mind

Yo, this is Withdrawal Symptoms
An Album by Jey Starcross'd
Uh, I've always wanted to make an album
So I don't really care if people listen to it
Or if it's something they enjoy
Um, my only purpose is to be creative
And to make music that I like
And to get some shit off my chest so
Here we go

I might have a baby grand inside of my head
I work on tuning it
The crystal ball is beautiful
I hope it came with screws in it
I'm missing the looney bin
No telling what mood I'm in
I'm walking my miles
I just hope that the shoes will fit
I'm not asking any questions
I'm just searching for answers
I'm all alone and all I know is that it's making me manic
I'm taking advantage
Of the Painkillers and Xanax
'cause if I get too close to sober
I'm attacked by a panic
I'm on Klonopin
I might've been the one that you seen
I think I knew when I met Mary
She's the girl of my dreams
Situationship with Molly
I took one for the team
Hope the kids don't know what I mean
In my heart there's a holy ghost
Writhing on the floor from an overdose
He sang a couple songs and he rowed the boat
But he still don't know the ropes
(that's all I got)

Stretch the rope, I walk the line
Teetering my arms out wide
Is there a
Net below if I resign?
Or is there nothing scripted?
Stretch the rope, I walk the line
Teetering my arms out wide
Not sure if
I can bring what's left behind
Welcome to my addicted mind



Credits
Writer(s): Lindsey Freedman, Jey Maye, Lindsey Freeman
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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