Constellations (feat. Shai-Li)

Here we go around again
I'm strapped in for the ride
Breathing in, I feel your lungs
We're slowly intertwined
Making a Constellation
Gaze into the looking glass
We're divination

Pull my tongue out
Rip my head off
Paint the galaxy
With what you find inside
How'd you like to grab on
Where our hearts should be
And pull each other open wide?
Been thinking being trapped alive in carnelian
Won't be an awful way to die
Pair of twins, cardinal, scorpion
Please look me in the eye
In my mind there's a celestial being
She's writing all my verses
And showing me the new meaning
She sent a hundred messages
I try not to read it
But if she's acting like a ghost
I switch up, tell her I need her
If everything is everything
I'm sure we'll talk about it soon
Psilocybin got me flyin'
Trying to find the flower moon
I'm happy to let you think
That this was a side effect
I think I know what would really help
But they haven't prescribed it yet

Here we go around again
I'm strapped in for the ride
Breathing in, I feel your lungs
We're slowly intertwined
Making a Constellation
Gaze into the looking glass
We're divination

I spend a lot of nights thinking
I might go to sleep
And then never wake up
You prefer calling
But I'd rather text you
'cause then it gets easier
Making shit up
I got a lot of ideas
But don't follow through
I'm too afraid of me fucking it up
Half of them end in me dying
But who would be crying
And who would be cleaning me up
I'm pretty sure my problems
Have the same origin
They circle back to sleeping on Lincoln's floor
As we're passing the sun
You say my past is one
That you could easily get past
But that chapter isn't done
Then I say...
Hover over me and smother me
Don't let me draw another breath tonight
We only get one shot at being torn to pieces
I think we could get it right
She found a ring in my soul
Blew off the dust
And put it on me as a crown
It's been a boring couple years
And I could use a good obliteration now