The Beginning

Yeah
I'm about to go off
Never gonna stop
I'm about to face off
This beat
You're gonna see
What CALICO can do
Cause it was meant to be
I'm the real mc
With the real energy
So expertly
Double jeopardy
Triple intensity
I'm gonna make this whole crowd move
Every second week!

Focused on it every single day
I'm gonna really wanna find a way
I'm gonna not stop until I get it
I'm the real MC
I won't stop or be so mean
I'm gonna wreck these stages
Read back and you might get it
You can call me the outcast
I know that
Fast past blast cast
Never gonna care
Never gonna stop
Call me the
Main gain brain chain
I'm the one and only
Never gonna happen never gonna stop!

These haters think my music is so brain dead
So let's make it real
That's right!
Here's my little spiel
I might be so underground right now
But I am so underrated
Call it the rise of the underdog haha!
I am so aggravated!

I'm in for the fans
Let's get hyped
Lets make plans
Give me a vine and I'll top it
Just call me Tarzan!
I'm tryna do what they couldn't do
Making a name in a middle school
It will happen
God give me a miracle
Give me a miracle!

Yeah, and when I get famous
I will not be so mainstream
My words are so powerful
They'll call it morphine
Never be unseen
Never be unclean
This is our theme
That's how we scheme!

They carry the fakeness
So please just watch out
They're in your corner
Hyping you up
Then they leave as soon as you struggle
Like where are you now?
(Gone)
I was there when you were down
But when I struggled you let me drown?
What's that about?

Yeah, I like being more real
Let's talk about what people go through
That's right they wanna kill themselves
Believe it or not but that's what I went through
But now I am better
I know I can help you
Music is more then just listening to words
Music can help you understand and immerse

Some people struggle with depression
Some struggle with afflictions
Some struggle with obsession
Some struggle with addictions
All people struggle believe it or not
No, no one's perfect
I will never be the same anymore
These lyrics are made with a purpose!

I'm always putting different masks on
Acting like I'm always fine when I'm not
Talking to God like "why am I like this?"
In my room and I plot
Everything that I'm not
But I give it all that I got
I have never been average (average)
Put the pen to the pad and the plan has a plot!

My flow is so quick
You would think it is racing
I'm over the fakeness
But I am still pacing
It's making me nervous
The clouds are just raining
I'll never be stopping
I'll never be chasing
The things that are average
You're always complaining
I'm hearing it always
Your voice is so draining
Maintaining the people
Who think they are gaining
When that is not true
CALICO is now reigning!

You know
I wanna tell you a little bit about my life
My dad and dog died in 2015
When I was 7 years old
My mentor Peter raised me ever since then
But he died just a couple weeks ago
I was suicidal in 2022
Never thought I see a way through
But I'm still here man
My nan died in 2022
My pop also died last year
But then I found self improvement

I found music
I started making music
I had and have haters to this day
But I know exacetly where I'm headed
I'm coming out the other side no matter what
I refuse to be weak
I refuse to average
You will never see someone like me ever again
I'm only 15 sure
But I will build a nation so powerful and great
Watch us grow man
I can't wait to see all of you on tour
I want to make my dad
My mentor
My pop
My nan
And my dog proud
And I will one day
I promise
I will never stop working
I will make you guys proud
Watch me

That's right!
My life has so much meaning
I'm the prime example of what happens
When you don't accept defeat and face these demons
God puts his strongest soldiers through the hardest battles
For a reason!

I told Peter on his deathbed
That I will make it
I told him that this song is for him
And I will face it
He squeezed my hand and now I know that
I can not escape it
This song is so much more then just words
I just can't explain it!

God tell me what I'm doing here
Just tell me what I'm doing here
I don't wanna live in any fear
Just tell me what I'm doing here

God tell me what I'm doing here
Just tell me what I'm doing here
I don't wanna live in any fear
Just tell me what I'm doing here

Just tell me
Mhm
Just tell me
I just wanna know
I just wanna know
Why I am
So alone God
But i'll make it
I'll make it
I'll Make it