All Alone
Why is it when I'm alone
I just dont know where to go
Lying to myself I'm okay
Please God help me I pray
Why do I why waste so much time
On the things I can't control
I just want my stress to die
But I don't want to be all alone
Yeah
Stress can be a really painful thing
Back to your old self
And you start to overthink
About all the little things that they said
It might not be much
But it starts to get to your head
You pretend that your fine
And put a smile on your face
Putting on the masks
So people won't ask if you're ok
Late nights are the worst
Yeah you feel like your cursed
With every bad situation
Wrists slit it hurts, you know?
You're buying all the false hope
Like it's going out of stock
Pain and suffering
Join the two it's interlocked yeah
It never stops
Like the waves on the shore
They get bigger with weather
Like my minds in a storm
It's so endless
So disruptive
Never sleeping
I'm torn, you see?
Walking through the graveyard
Of everything that I dreamed
I just can't stand who I am
I just need help yeah I plead
To the Lord
End my pain
End my suffering
I screamed
You know?
Why is it when I'm alone
I just dont know where to go
Lying to myself I'm okay
Please God help me I pray
Why do I why waste so much time
On the things I can't control
I just want my stress to die
But I don't want to be all alone
Yeah, I just couldn't stand who I was
Excuses coming out of nowhere
Tryna stay in my rut and
I would always be so down and
Would so easily give up
On the things that I loved
Tryna swim in the mud
Going through the motions
Never thinking for myself
Never questioning anything
I've already been through hell
Man the pressure is just pushing me
Over the edge
I'm just not wanting the meds
Please just get rid of the stress, woo
You know that feeling when you've been
So hurt you can't cry?
Heart breaks into a million different pieces
Piercing all sides?
Body's feelin so numb
The heart is pounding
Although I try
To be quiet
Be so private
But I just do want to die
That's how negative I was
That was my state of mind
Never thinking I would make it
But now I always find
A way to get rid of the worries
Call it redefined!
I'll never give up
Never back down
Now that's how I live life but
Why is it when I'm alone
I just dont know where to go
Lying to myself I'm okay
Please God help me I pray
Why do I why waste so much time
On the things I can't control
I just want my stress to die
But I don't want to be all alone
Yeah my stress levels were not healthy
Always looking for a way to overthink
I never noticed it was so stealthy
The way I noticed I was never normal
God left me
A gift that not a lot of people have
My faith in God is so wealthy
Sure I came from a place
Where life was mentally tough
But sometimes it's the low in life
That sparks the plug
When I'm working I'm happy
And my brain is in sync
But when I'm done
I just start to overthink!
I just start to overthink!
Why is it when I'm alone
I just dont know where to go
Lying to myself I'm okay
Please God help me I pray
Why do I why waste so much time
On the things I can't control
I just want my stress to die
But I don't want to be all alone
I'm so alone
God help me through this
Where should I go
I am so wounded
I'm so alone
God help me through this
Where should I go
I am so wounded
I just dont know where to go
Lying to myself I'm okay
Please God help me I pray
Why do I why waste so much time
On the things I can't control
I just want my stress to die
But I don't want to be all alone
Yeah
Stress can be a really painful thing
Back to your old self
And you start to overthink
About all the little things that they said
It might not be much
But it starts to get to your head
You pretend that your fine
And put a smile on your face
Putting on the masks
So people won't ask if you're ok
Late nights are the worst
Yeah you feel like your cursed
With every bad situation
Wrists slit it hurts, you know?
You're buying all the false hope
Like it's going out of stock
Pain and suffering
Join the two it's interlocked yeah
It never stops
Like the waves on the shore
They get bigger with weather
Like my minds in a storm
It's so endless
So disruptive
Never sleeping
I'm torn, you see?
Walking through the graveyard
Of everything that I dreamed
I just can't stand who I am
I just need help yeah I plead
To the Lord
End my pain
End my suffering
I screamed
You know?
Why is it when I'm alone
I just dont know where to go
Lying to myself I'm okay
Please God help me I pray
Why do I why waste so much time
On the things I can't control
I just want my stress to die
But I don't want to be all alone
Yeah, I just couldn't stand who I was
Excuses coming out of nowhere
Tryna stay in my rut and
I would always be so down and
Would so easily give up
On the things that I loved
Tryna swim in the mud
Going through the motions
Never thinking for myself
Never questioning anything
I've already been through hell
Man the pressure is just pushing me
Over the edge
I'm just not wanting the meds
Please just get rid of the stress, woo
You know that feeling when you've been
So hurt you can't cry?
Heart breaks into a million different pieces
Piercing all sides?
Body's feelin so numb
The heart is pounding
Although I try
To be quiet
Be so private
But I just do want to die
That's how negative I was
That was my state of mind
Never thinking I would make it
But now I always find
A way to get rid of the worries
Call it redefined!
I'll never give up
Never back down
Now that's how I live life but
Why is it when I'm alone
I just dont know where to go
Lying to myself I'm okay
Please God help me I pray
Why do I why waste so much time
On the things I can't control
I just want my stress to die
But I don't want to be all alone
Yeah my stress levels were not healthy
Always looking for a way to overthink
I never noticed it was so stealthy
The way I noticed I was never normal
God left me
A gift that not a lot of people have
My faith in God is so wealthy
Sure I came from a place
Where life was mentally tough
But sometimes it's the low in life
That sparks the plug
When I'm working I'm happy
And my brain is in sync
But when I'm done
I just start to overthink!
I just start to overthink!
Why is it when I'm alone
I just dont know where to go
Lying to myself I'm okay
Please God help me I pray
Why do I why waste so much time
On the things I can't control
I just want my stress to die
But I don't want to be all alone
I'm so alone
God help me through this
Where should I go
I am so wounded
I'm so alone
God help me through this
Where should I go
I am so wounded
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Writer(s): Chas West
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