Lost Boy

I learnt to use these eyes better
I closed my eyes and I learnt to see the signs better
I learnt to feel the vibe better
I stopped the talk an learnt to speak the lines better

I used to talk so much
I had a verbal diarrhoea
Shit, I spoke so much
One time I smoked so much
All my knowledge realigned
Never knew I know so much
Since then I've grown so much
Every time I become a man again I grow so much
I learnt to Love, no lust
I learnt I didn't have to loathe her, just cause we broke up
Listen

I learnt to use these eyes better
I closed my eyes an I learnt to see the signs better
I learnt to feel the vibe better
I stopped the talk an learnt to speak the lines better
So now I'm plannin, no Greta
I stopped being a dreamer an became the go getter
I know I shouldda known better
But I look at those who made it
An see they were no better

But now I'm gettin sick being broke
But I'd feel shitty
Steppin back an Sellin pheens Coke
But I get picky when I'm out
An buyin Ts n coats
One day I will find change
But first I need to float
But this music shit ain't worked so far the way I planned it
An I ain't gonna win the race if I just choose to stand
I tell myself
"You're still the man!" Lost Boy
"Stay fly like Peter Pan
Don't lose yourself
Stay grounded
Allow your mind to fly and Neverland" Lost Boy
Lost Boy

I used to blow so much
I used to say I was the shit
Shit it showed so much
Tripping over my own foot
Until the day I looked behind me
I didn't know so much
Since then I've grown so much
Every time I become a man again
I grow so much
I learnt to love the lust
The day that they see that they got you
That's when shit blows up
Keep listenin

I learnt to use these eyes better
I closed my eyes an I learnt to see the signs better
I learnt to feel the vibe better
I stopped the talk an learnt to speak the lines better
So now I'm plannin, no Greta
I stopped being a dreamer an became the go getter
I know I shouldda known better
But I look at those who made it
An see they were no better

I learnt I didn't come from privilege
Learnt how to play this game
If I want this shit I can't just work for it
I gotta roll the dice
An I gotta take a risk
I may have missed my window
If that's the case then doors I gotta kick
I learnt that I'm the King
King not the shit
I learnt to feed myself before the others reap my benefits
I learnt to love myself first
I learnt to never hate
I learnt that patience made me great, word

So real
So much it's surreal
So much, so real
So much it's surreal
Learnt so much, felt so real
Did so much it's surreal
Learnt so much, felt so real
Did so much it's surreal
Learnt so much, felt so real
Did so much it's surreal
Learnt so much, felt so real
Did so much it's surreal
Learnt so much, felt so real
Did so much it's surreal
An I'm learning shit still
An I'm learning things still
I'm learning shit still
An I'm learning things still
An I'm shaking pure palms
But I'm takin no deals
I'm makin no promises
My word is my will
An I'm pumpin no breaks
I ain't sinkin my heels in
I'm burnin no bridges
I ain't breaking no seals
An I'm losing no sleep
I ain't missin no meals
I ain't Sellin false dreams
I ain't catching no feels
An I see through you fakes
Real recognise real

I'm a Lost Boy
Now that I found myself
Here for my people, when they here for themselves
A King, I rely on no one else