unhinged

Went on a date
We talked only for 3 days
My tendency to delay
Should wait this time, my mind says

Felt under my skin
I knew the moment he walked in
Not gonna be the same as the messages
That created a personality in my head

The fantasy never matches the reality
But sometimes it is only self-fulfilling prophecy

Nice guys, high expectations inside
Find them boring
Feel guilty in my mind
Why cant I like anyone
Who's interested in my delight?

I go on all
Dating apps when I
Feel so alone
Don't even know if I want someone in my life
I'm so sick of solitude, just want a company by my side

Canceled a date
We talked only for 3 days
My tendency to accept narcissists should wait, my mind says

Felt under my skin
I knew 'cause his writing was mean
Projecting his problems and saying
I can't have a relationship, huh, OK

Self-biases cause a big damage in conversations
But sometimes, I get why I don't wanna keep promises

Bad guys, low expectations inside
Find them not safe
Never feel like myself
When I'm around these people
Trigger smells like attraction

Hate to go on
Dating apps when I
Feel so alone
I just don't know how
I will ever be satisfied
Tired of searching and wasting all this time

It keeps cutting like a knife
Should I settle, or should I find someone else
Feels like it'll never end, I never am happy with what I've got

All guys pool the
Wool over my eyes
I just believe they have no flaws
And I am the problem
I'm always on the mode of flight

They say, "It's OK," they don't mean it
They like girls who just can go with it
But I never can sit still
Can't have fun if I don't know it's the right answer



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Writer(s): Zeynep Kızmaz
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