reptile expo

[Best at losing everything!--]

Embarrassing
Still the best at losing everything
You picked him 'cause you tried to prove that love couldn't die
A week later he was buried in the yard outside

Nobody on the other line
I fantasize about the lives we lost like all of the time
I know you would have given anything
To lose yourself in me again, me again- (goodbye)

He surfaced when the season came (wait a minute)
She found the box in the garden
Where the body had lain (let me finish, I know you-)
Just a shell not the
Life we were promised (-don't care, but can you listen?)
I'd kill myself to stay the same (hello?)

And I can't help it so I cave
I'm still sorry, but I meant it
Crying in the cafe
Thousand slings, anything to make your hands shake
Still you took me back
I got to watch your heart break (leave a message after the beep!)

[the feeling of going to sleep at night completely penniless]
(I loved you like a dog, fucking violent and messy
Feel my pulse check my aim, heard that you're back together
[your reality]
I curl up quiet, I've never known why
[you were raised by parents who did not like themselves very much]
I grind my teeth but can't seem to bite- bite- bite-)
[the amount of self liking children have is-
-bite -bite -bite
All that we have to deal with- and we also know!]

I hate to break it to you, but we've already broken
You ring the dinner bell, but nobody comes running
(-bite -bite -bite)
Once I made that mistake
Of dropping all that I had
You said that it ain't that bad
The blood is all on your hands

(I hate to break it to you, but we've already broken
[black dress, big mess, think I figured it out]
You ring the dinner bell, but nobody comes running

Once I made that mistake
[you put your hand in my mouth]
Of dropping all that I had
You said that it ain't that bad
[and I guess I bit down]
The blood is all on your hands)

[a world traveler, and a lover of life]
(Wh- wh- wh- where did you get this idea?)

I gave up, I fell in love with a girl who won't haunt me-
Keep me up 'til I'm sick of thinking, I quit drinking
When you walked out the split was pretty easy
(Haunt me- 'til I'm sick of thinking. thinking)
[thi- i- nking, co- co- co- ool!]
Th- i- i- ink- ing- aw-
Sp- sp-
[My knees just, like-- gave out!-]
-Oh no-