90 degrees

I've made commitments
I don't intend on keeping
Almost crashed my car last night
So many would be happy to hear

It's really hard to finish what another girl started
Sobbing off the back porch everybody is exhausted
You scream that I have changed
Maybe you just stayed the same?

(It's really hard to finish what another girl started
Sobbing off the back porch everybody is exhausted-
Exhau- ste- ed, exhau- sted)

Your messes never mattered to me
Slut myself out on the back streets
I'm coming in at 90 degrees
I've made commitments
Submission to dissolving yourself
Hate that I loved her but you loved her as well
Selfish week in the back seat
Here I am wishing you well, I hope that you go to hell

Di - Di- Di- Dilute the wine with water, uh-
Decide to paint the bottle rose-
I guess that's one way to cope

I hit it 'til I couldn't breathe
And that's how you saw me
Dove in now I'm freezing
Clovers in my mattress
Hypothermic and bulimic
Now I longer on goodbyes, and I'd rather just
Concede it

I'll cope here forever
You're still mad that I wanna wear your sweater
But you know it looks better on me
You know it looks better on me-

(Me-- me- me-- me- me-- me- me--
Me- me-- me- me-- me- me-- me- me--
Me-- me- me-- me- me-- me- me-- me-
Me- me-- me- me-- me- me-- me- me--)

I'm happy to be a statistic
Don't be sad if I go missing
I was always sick and empty anyways-

I'll play all the games just for your validation
But as I grow thinner, you grow more patient with me-
I'll beg like a dog I need men to abuse me
I was taught I deserved it, I don't want your pity

You never needed a girlfriend, you needed a foe
Please just devour me slowly
Making sure that it's known
I never knew you were so cold-blooded
You thought I peaked, well you know nothing-
Know nothing

I fell apart in your apartment
These rooms have always scared me
His ghost has always followed
Call me to be your ego or your noose
I never consented to being lied to

Bloody, messy and violent
Caged up and quiet before
You left I asked for a day
I wish that I'd begged for more
I'm cleansed now
Bleeding out of my pores, begging for scraps on the floor

I'm cleansed now
You asked why I didn't leave
Is the blood you drained from me warm enough to bathe in?
Does your lapse bring relaxation?
Beg for help doggy paddle in the deep-end

(I'm cleansed now
Was the mess that I made pretty?
If you wanted to take I'd give
If you wanted to give I'd take
aaphrodite in chains)



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