don't miss me

I never pictured there would be a me without you
I never thought I'd see the day my calls go straight through
Really thought I'd found a best friend
But when did friendship have an end
Guess we were one-sided
You say you're busy
But I'm never too busy for you
I'd drop my own priorities just to help you
You knew my secrets, my insecurities
My deep-rooted immaturity
I guess I was blinded

So why do I miss you
When you don't even think about me
Why do I still try to call you
When you don't miss me

Do you remember a time when you were broken
Broken as the sea in a hurricane
I guess my helping heart was useless
Cause now I see that you just used it
Left me to feel the pain
I tried and tried to keep you hanging round my circle
Nearly beggin' for you to give me the time of day
It's embarrassing to be
The friend thrown out like storm debris
So I had to walk away

But why do I miss you
When you don't even think about me
Why do I still try to call you
When you don't miss me

I know you see the things I'm doing and I'm sending
I think that might be the part that hurts me the most
It's that you're choosing not to be
The friend you used to be to me
Now I'm haunted by your ghost