Get Sober (feat. D$ & Abstraktius Artimus)

Hi
How are you?
I'm okay
We need to do something about Bugs' drinking
(Sigh) I know
Should we do an intervention?
No that never seems to work with him
Okay, hopefully he gets better
Okay, bye

I'm sorry I stress you out, sorry I drag you down
Tryna do my best, to get better while I have you Mom
You've always been there
Through the light and the darkness, when I'm scared
You've always answered my calls and my texts
Found a way to calm me down, you're the best
I'm terrified of the day, when you pass away
I know I'm gonna fall apart, and that's okay
I got a little boy now, who loves me and needs me
I hope I can get sober, before he sees me
As an alcoholic father who chose alcohol
Over being present for him, always mad as all
Get out, get out demons, I don't need you
Go possess someone else, I won't feed you
Anymore, this is the hardest fight I've fought in
To everyone I didn't mention, don't worry, I got this

I'm tryna get sober
Fighting this addiction
Tryna be a soldier
Is my conviction
Enough?
Am I tough
Enough to fuck these demons over
I won't give up till I'm clean and sober

Beads of condensation pour out I'm freakin
Skin is crawling hallucination, I'm tweakin
Vomitus excursions purging the darkness
Tears for a sober day lurking the hardest
Got no one at home, got all this alone
Never been loved, never been prone
To meeting anyone, in this alcoholic zone
Torturing my mind, for a queen on the throne
Sometimes I wish I could've given moms grandchildren
And continue the cycle passing on these demons?
I'm screaming in my mind and my dreams man
Wish upon no stars until I get that freedom
Friends come and go family is forever
The tether can be stretched but never snaps ever
Bob and weave duck punch never give up
No retreat no surrender time to be life's contender

I'm tryna get sober
Fighting this addiction
Tryna be a soldier
Is my conviction
Enough?
Am I tough
Enough to fuck these demons over
I won't give up till I'm clean and sober

Get sober, stay sober, it's a mental makeover
Don't let it take over, you gone have to toke total
Control over your life, I trade a vice for a vice
Music instead of white, fucking up my life
Now I gotta live my life better and I know
How to make better choices as I go just to grow
And I don't ever wanna do that shit again
I'm even skeptical when it comes to medicine
Cuz in my family, addiction is a sickness
It's hard enough to see it, but it's worse when you gotta live it
So instead of getting drunk or high, do something productive
Make some music, draw a picture, it's better than the ruckus
And if you catch yourself, trying to relapse
Just relax, take a deep breath, and think about the past
Then think about the future, think about the ones you love
And how it will affect them, it's not worth getting fucked up
I'm tryna get sober
Fighting this addiction
Tryna be a soldier
Is my conviction
Enough?
Am I tough
Enough to fuck these demons over
I won't give up till I'm clean and sober