Acid Rain 2

I'm sick of being sick of shit
Sick of being let down
Sick of being hit and shit
Sick of fightin no more rounds
Hear the sound of a notification
Feelin angst don't want another situation
Is it my baby mama tryna test my patience
Or the news my mom passed away shit
Ever sit alone at night tears on your face

Wonderin when the pain'll go away
Hoping an angel might come and save you
Knowing it's Satan comin to rape you
Suppress my anger but I'm fuckin stressin
Mind racing with these fucking questions
High expectations I'm trying my best ya'll
Want it all now but I gotta wait
Lettin go has always been my biggest struggle
Delusions I can do magic but I'm a muggle
Your partner loves you
Mine tortures me daily jealous of you
In hell I'm fuckin up too

Saying I'm swell but I'm fucked up dude
Inspiration is great but I keep losing my focus
Consumin too much booze I'm a joke bitch
All these people talkin shit about me
Bugs keeps drunk textin think I'll block him
Did you see him at the bar all shit faced
Slurrin his words he's such a disgrace
Next time I see him might spit in his face
But his life sucks maybe that's enough
Best friend been there since the eighth grade

Fuckin love you man thanks for never walkin away
In the darkest of nights you were a light
Through this fucked up shit I've been through in my life
Grateful for y'all I met on X
IRL support sucks like my ex
When life falls apart you learn who got heart
And who's just a normie playin a part
One day I'll be a star I always fuckin knew that
Poseurs saying yeah I'm glad I knew Chad
Or write me off like they always did
I've said enough
I'll see you at the top
Ain't never gonna stop