Chasing Moving Trains

I miss 1817
Sometimes It feels like It didn't happen
And I made it up for balance
For all the bad shit that's happened
Nothing feels special anymore
I miss when nobody gave a fuck about me
Why'd I feel so empty in a room full of people who love me?
I miss the feeling from when you found me
I wish the moments by myself
Were as meaningful as they should of been
I wish I was as empathetic to you as I could of been
I'm never alone now
And now home to me means hometown
Forgot how to hope
My roommate is broke
Lay in the middle of times square
Snow landing on my tongue
I can see my breathing pattern
Big screens light my hands on buildings
Off the hinges, been on caffeine binges
Dancing 'til the morning
Blur in motion

This shit always feels like chasing moving trains
This shit always feels like chasing moving trains
This shit always feels like chasing moving trains

I've lived off this high
When I was low
To be by your side
Just to let go
Now in morning light
Everybody's gone home
But I've leaned on this life
It's all I've known

I'll never be good to you
Never be as good as you
Never be beautiful
Never be better me
Never be enough for love

Never have a way to get past this feeling
Never have a way to get past this feeling
Never have a way to get past this feeling
Never have a way to get past this feeling
Never have a way to get past this feeling

Sometimes I can't recognize myself
Sometimes I can't recognize myself
Sometimes I can't recognize myself
Sometimes I can't recognize myself

23, I'll find out
You & me, I'll find out
23, I'll find out
You & me, I'll find out



Credits
Writer(s): Aidan Penn Peterson, Al Carlson, Alex Craig, Jagger Krusen, Roy Blair
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