slut

I look better with ribs and scars
I get looks from everyone
She's too far to save me now
They've all seen my body and I'm falling apart
Vigorous shaving and a Xulane patch
I swore I saw my body on the asphalt
I gotta stay fertile 'cause I wanna have kids
I'm losing myself to a cycle of pure hatred

There's leftover makeup on my eyes
I haven't slept or ate in days
I've tasted honey and it was sweet
I'm a fucking addict and I don't want you to help me
There's leftover makeup on my eyes
I haven't slept or ate in days
I've tasted honey and it was sweet
I'm a fucking addict
And I don't want you to help me

My face is deformed and my body's craving estrogen
Spit on my carcass because you know I'm feeling violent
Blood on my sheets because the message couldn't get to him
She can't get out because she sees the truth of who I am
I'll be destroyed before you get to me
I'll drink some more just to kill my testosterone
I'll make her real
Just leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone

How many hours does it take for me to shower
I can't remember my middle school counselor
How many memories are forever blocked out its
Killing me slowly but it's the food that's allowed

Slut
Slut

There's leftover makeup on my eyes
I haven't slept or ate in days
I've tasted honey and it was sweet
I'm a fucking addict and I don't want you to help me
There's leftover makeup on my eyes
I haven't slept or ate in days
I've tasted honey and it was sweet
I'm a fucking addict
And I don't want you to help me

Don't you dare fucking touch me
I already feel fucking filthy
I don't know what love is yet
I only have one chance at living
It's just my luck
I try so hard to not give a fuck
I was only 12 and chronically stuck
Yet after all this time I still feel like a fucking

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Writer(s): Audie Ellis
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