Circuitous Mindscape

I float
Through the endless pathways of my mind
Searching for the answers lost inside
But how am I to navigate this
Endless labyrinth I find

Geometric patterns lie before me
Twisting through a massive dark expanse
Will I ever find what I am seeking
Is the cost beyond what I can bear

I reside among my past mistakes
Playing back before me
Taunting me with all that I've done wrong

Now I seek the memories more comforting
The time that I hold dearly
The images that keep me moving on

Behold your own reflection
The tainted truth becoming clear
Formed by your own perception
Forever marked by the pain and fear

I understand now that I am haunted
By all the pointless lies that I have told
How do I mend the broken pieces
How do I fix what I've become

There has to be some sort of meaning
A reason for this pattern I repeat
Is it the cause of my upbringing
Or does the blame all lie on me

Behold your own reflection
The tainted truth becoming clear
Formed by your own perception
Forever marked by the pain and fear

I understand now that I am haunted
By all the pointless lies that I have told
How do I mend the broken pieces
How do I fix what I've become

I am the architect of my own misery
I am the judge and jury

I understand now
There's more to this than meets the eye
The layer's to our interactions
The endless outcomes that we decide

The choices aren't that simple
It's so much more than simply wrong or right
Sometimes the path to a better future
Lies within our own demise

Never knowing what lies ahead
We march blindly towards the end

I understand now that I am haunted
By all the pointless lies that I have told
I know I'll mend the broken pieces
I'll strive to fix the person I've become