I Can't Take It

Sitting in the dark for awhile now, waiting for the air to clear.
Damn, it gets so cold in here.
Damn, it gets so cold in here.
Still sitting in the same spot,
Wishing for a sign that could take away and clear my fears.
Gonna be lonely, they say I'm gonna be lonely.
No way out of disaster, No straight line-
Are you looking for me?
If you're looking for me, I already left the building.
Lips so soft in my memory, Eyes so deep.
God, I'm trying to see, but it never was me.
'cause, I can't take it. I can't take it anymore.
So I'll let me break it off and I'm not going back.
Don't try to fake it, I deserve to know the score.
You never really wanted me, you never really wanted me.
The way that I thought that you could,
before.
One kiss, running through the streets-
Crash, laughing like we rule the town.
Then I slowly come back down, as the truth washes through me.
And you're so funny with your rules,
damn, I could never hold the crowd.
I'm gonna be lonely, they say I'm gonna be lonely.
No way out of the silence, No way in.
Were you looking for me? Were you waiting for me?
I already stopped pretending.
Smile one word and I'm melting,
Take one breath, god, I'm trying to see,
Why it couldn't be me?
'cause, I can't take it. I can't take it anymore.
So I'll let me break it off and I'm not going back.
Don't try to fake it, I deserve to know the score.
You never really wanted me, you never really wanted me
The way that I thought that you could.
I loved you. Always knew, just always did
I threw myself in lines I hid, never letting you know it.
I held you, thinking maybe we could grow.
But then someone had to go, and that someone was me.
I can't take it, I can't take it anymore.
So I'll let me break it off and I'm not going back.
Don't try to fake it, I deserve to know the score.
You never really wanted me, you never really wanted me.
The way that I thought that you could,
Before.
The way that I thought, the way that I thought you could.