Bedroom Lies

I haven't seen your face, I would say, in over
5 years
Since the day I left to make
A change
Cause my mind hears
Faster than the normal human being
In a time squared.

- but no amount of calculations
ever found you half naked
so I had apologized
but you never stopped my eyes
walking lines
before we even hesitated
for the kiss
- but we
began to turn away from this

Reminiscing back when we were
Sitting in the chairs together
Wishing that you never had to watch me
Board the airliner
- I'm acting like I never thought I
Cared about her
More than what
We thought
But It never stopped

now she needs my help again
to save the world in self-defense
the bombs refuse to let me in

the weapon is perplexing them
the messages were never sent
so I have to stop and look at elegance

I think that she forgot the time
We got too close, we're older now
We can't allow it.
To compromise our line of work
And risk the life for what it's worth

Undeserved
To want the hurt.
But now we have a task at hand.
passing off - as a man
never let reactions out
We know that we could cross divides
so we must dissolve the ties

She starts to cry

I'm sorry I'm

Reminiscing back when we were
Sitting in the chairs together
Wishing that you never had to watch me
Board the airliner
Now I'm only acting like I never thought I
Cared about her
More than what We thought
But It never stopped

now she needs my help again
to save the world in self-defense
the bombs refuse to let me in

the weapon is perplexing them
the messages were never sent and
so I have to stop and just pretend it's dead