Turned to Shit

I'm not the one that you see on the screen
I don't look good in pictures, I don't fit in that scene
And I'm no looker, but I look out for someone to not care
I'm pretty slow, and I don't make much sense
I've a weird sense of humour, so I've very few friends
And I'm becoming to understand why they all want to leave

And I was hoping for somebody to say
That despite all your faults, I think you're kinda ok
And I was hoping that that person would fit
But like every time, I quickly turned it to shit

Leave me alone if you want to stay right
Do yourself a big favour, keep me out of your sights
'Cause I am no good, I'll only bring you down with all of my shit
And I can't shake off all my negative views
I'm a cynical killjoy, I'm a pessimist too
And misery loves me, but that's the only company that I keep

And I was hoping for somebody to say
That despite all your faults, I think you're kinda ok
And I was hoping that that person would fit
But like every time, I quickly turned it to shit

And I don't know who'll want to know
Everyone eventually goes
And I can't do what they want me to do
As history shows, I'm pretty destined to lose

You can give me a chance but you'll probably find
You'll be wishing you hadn't, you'll be wasting your time
'Cause I'm quite boring, just ask every single person I knew
But I don't need sympathy, there's no need to feel bad
I'm fairly used to being useless, I don't even get sad
When you're rock bottom, there's really only one way to go

And I was hoping for somebody to say
That despite all your faults, I think you're kinda ok
And I was hoping that that person would fit
But like every time, I quickly turned it to shit
And I was hoping for somebody to say
That despite all your faults, I think you're kinda ok
And I was hoping that that person would fit
But like every time, I quickly turned it to shit
I quickly turned it to shit