The Deep End

Everything's the same, my own relection's lost in
Staring at the frame of who I used to be
Rebuilt to place the blame on someone else's shoulders
How does it feel? Oh God, it used to smother me

Head full of mistakes, a cloud of my regrets
A human thought grenade, don't make me pull the pin
And it blows my mind, feelings are left behind
Heavy hearts are weighed down from the inside

Do I even need to question where you hide the life you give me?
The breath you take when leaving
Are you even trying to find me now?
Can you tell me where I'm heading? Drowning in the deep end

The cracks I count on these lonely walks home
Have caught my thoughts and seen the bottom of my soul
And the place that I lay my head to sleep, is sure to catch the rest of me
While I dream of what it feels like to be whole
Heavy hearts are weighed down from the inside

Do I even need to question where you hide the life you give me?
The breath you take when leaving
Are you even trying to find me now?
Can you tell me where I'm heading? Drowning in the deep end

You know it's hard to wake up whole in an empty bed
Taking its toll, sinking me slow instead
Hard to wake up whole in an empty bed
Taking its toll, sinking me slow instead

And do I even need to question where you hide the life you give me?
The breath you take when leaving

Do I even need to question where you hide the life you give me?
The breath you take when leaving
Are you even trying to find me now?
Can you tell me where I'm heading? Drowning in the deep end

Drowning in the deep end