Sinking so Long

If it's the will that has to be there
To find my way out of this hell that dwells inside of my head
Then I'll find the hope I misplaced and fear faced without a doubt
In a sea of shipwrecked thoughts my lungs are filled with lead now

I've been sinking so long

What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know
What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know

I've never been the type to give in
Maybe it's that feeling in my bones that keeps me far from home
I'm miles away from all that I know
Maybe it's too hard for me to quit down this path that's barely lit

What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know
What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know

You know what's shaken me, is all the broken things
I'm picking up what never went missing
Replace the piece of mind, fell out so far behind
So many words with a jaw still clenching

But now I'm through with you, nothing to do with you
I'm giving up on what was never there for me this time

Why don't you say it?
We will never make it on our own this time
You're wrong, you're wrong
You're wrong, you're wrong

What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know
What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know
What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know

Every touch, every taste, every smell that
May escape from my lungs as I breathe in
The things I see
May what I hear not shake me