Locked Inside the Lab

I'm feel like the repercussions of failed life
I look at this room and get scared like it's airtight
Like I been walkin' on the stairs and it's a long flight
So if I fall then I'm prepared for it to take my life
And I ain't lookin' back, I never wanted to
All I ever really wanted was somethin' to do
I never meant for my thoughts to be my only truth
I never meant for my lyrics to be what all I do
But it is what it is so I'ma follow through
I feel like I'm the one to blame but I'm mad at you
Failed relationships led me to my solitude
So all I really got left is to talk to you
So I'ma keep it personal in each and every line
Like you're my best friend, fan and my bloodline
At least I'm honest I ain't even really got shit else

I guess I'm locked inside the lab 'cause maybe that shit helps
I guess I'm locked inside the lab 'cause maybe that shit helps
I guess I'm locked inside the lab 'cause maybe that shit helps

All I wanted was success so I learned to love
I found it weighing down my chest so I turned it up
Consolidated all my anger and I wrote it up
I swear it's therapeutic sharing what's been buildin' up
But still I sit alone, in a four corner room with a microphone
And though it matters I don't care if no ones listenin'
More issues than the magazines then I'm listed in
And ya I'm focused on the future but I'm livin' now
And right now I got a whole lot to figure out
Like who the fucks bringin' me up and who's bringin' me down
I swear to God it's like a race and it's wearin me out
I swear I'm runnin' by the Devil and he's starin' me down
Like here I'll give you the crown the price is sellin' out
I'm like damn do I even really want the wealth

I guess I'm locked inside the lab 'cause maybe that shit helps
I guess I'm locked inside the lab 'cause maybe that shit helps
I guess I'm locked inside the lab 'cause maybe that shit helps

I feel like every line has to have some intellect
Education is a major way to get respect
Dummin' it down makes more people think they're fuckin' less
I'm here to tell 'em that we are all fuckin' blessed
But still we're blind, conditioned by society to fail at the same time
(fail at the same time)
But I ain't stoppin' I facilitate the inner hope
By writing tight and makin' sure that I'ma spit it dope
So every time they fuckin' hear me they're gonna be like whoa
And if they start to pay attention they'll begin to know
That I ain't playin' this is far from a fuckin' joke
I swear to God I really got hella room to grow
And I'da been a fuckin' doctor if I wanted wealth

I guess I'm locked inside the lab 'cause maybe that shit helps
I guess I'm locked inside the lab 'cause maybe that shit helps
I guess I'm locked inside the lab 'cause maybe that shit helps
I guess I'm locked inside the lab 'cause maybe that shit helps
I guess I'm locked inside the lab 'cause maybe that shit helps