Alexia's Interlude

Here we are again
It was around the time I made that CD name
Met you in Queens, looked like a queen - all filled with grace
Never thot I would fill this way
I thought life would end lonely
First met you, you tried to friendzone
No I didn't want to be just friends only though - more than
I'm telling my closest friends that I met you
Alexia's special to God of heaven surely has blessed you
Patient and gracious, a heart that's spacious
A canvas look at God's painting
But I won't ramble on, let me say this
I was broken-hearted when you departed out of my picture
And even now my niece is still asking my sister
Can she Facetime or something
This is what happens when you regress
I won't waste time for nothing I never live with regret
Pray my brain will never forget
That day out in the cold, hand-in-hand out on a boat
You were cold I gave you my coat
And I gave you much more 'cos you was much more
Now sitting down like I don't know what this hurts for
But I think I do

Some friends are getting married
Some friends are having babies
My aunt is looking at me like 'son, what's happening with the ladies?'
I say I don't know, it's crazy - one day at a time
But it's plaguing my mind so I hide in my work and I stay on my grind
But I just want to call her phone, hear the voice that I love
Hear her say that she loves me, it's all that I want
But why conceal what is real
Why reveal when you can just chill
Been in skill since I was J-High
No love cost but who fit the bill
Been reflecting solemnly still
God show my heart what we destroy, you can rebuild
Yea I know my part but I'm'a hold my thoughts
Here's what I was taught- you've got to be
vulnerable if you want to love at all, that's real
You've got to be vulnerable if you want to love at all, that's real
You've got to be vulnerable if you want to love at all, that's real
You've got to be vulnerable if you want to love at all