I'm Not Sleeping

(Wake up, wake up, wake up)

Turn on the water, close the door
I won't let you tear me down
Just another moment when the sound of your voice
Cuts me to the ground

Locked in here just to make myself feel better
Look in the mirror
And tell myself that I'm okay

I know it doesn't matter
Whatever I do
It's always second best
(I gotta free my mind)
Exactly what you wanted
You opened me up
The secrets I confessed
(Wake up, wake up)

I'm not here just to make you feel better
Stroke your ego
Live happy ever after

'Cause I'm not sleeping
And I ain't dreaming
And I ain't fooled anymore
I'm not sleeping
Just to wake up on the floor
I'm not sleeping
Anymore

So many times I wanted to go
But I just lost my way
Watching you unravelling the last piece of thread
That held me into place

I don't care if you hear a word I'm saying
I can only hear
The voices screaming in my head

I'm not sleeping
And I ain't dreaming
And I ain't fooled anymore
I'm not sleeping
Just to wake up on the floor
I'm not sleeping

Thought I beat your game (beat your game)
But I'm not even sleeping no more, I'm not even tired (tired)
And I'm sick of dreaming pain (pain)
Tossing and turning all night and waking up, wide up, wide up
Now I'm really looking at the door, should've made this move before
I can't take this anymore
I don't want no more nightmares in the night, no, not tonight
Thought I seen the light
I gotta free my mind
And wake up, wake up

I'm not sleeping
And I ain't dreaming
And I ain't fooled anymore
(Wake up, wake up)
I'm not sleeping
Just to wake up on the floor
I'm not sleeping

Thought I beat your game (beat your game)
But I'm not even sleeping no more, I'm not even tired
Thought I beat your game (beat your game)
But I'm not even sleeping no more, I'm not even tired (wake up)

I'm not sleeping (thought I beat your game)
Just to wake up on the floor
I'm not sleeping
Anymore