Dark Thoughts (feat. Adrian Truth & Mel Balu)

Dark thoughts in my cranium
Broken Vault
Containing em
Leaking out
Freaking out
Afraid of em
Genuinely
Generally
I'm an optimistic
Love in the heart
In the center of me
But I'm jittery
My nervous Systems shot
I'm not pretending to be
Immune to depression
My confession
Is crippling me
Real talk
I've been stressin
When I known
Lost it visually
Oz of misery
Cost of living
The life I chose
Life exposed
Demons to close
No hoax
Really need to get away my nigga
No jokes
No faking
Vacation
Darkness parading on me
Fucking up my vibration
Equilibrium off
People keep
From Getting involved
People seek to keeping me stalled
Tried to escaping
Where did it begun
Looking for freedom
In all of the shit
That I flee from
Been playing the game
Like a rewrun
Haunted by these clouds
Hovering over me
Trying to withstand the rain
Lord cover me

Oh God I need to get away
Relieve me from this mental state
I feel I'm going insane
DARK THOUGHTS parade in my brain
DARK THOUGHTS parade in my brain

Got me yelling
Who's that peeking in my window
Bloawh
Nobody now
Nobody round
Nobody found
If you were swimming
In all this liquor
You probably drown
Smoking heavily
How fast can I blow a pound
Very
Paranoid
Not scary
Every since I buried my boy
Certain things
Less necessary
I just hope
People
Forgive me for losing touch
But I've been losing myself
Man I be doing too much
Rush 1000 times a day
Rushing now
Get out my way
If it wasn't for the grace of God
Maybe I go inside
But I remain
Flawed in awe
Actively in the game
All in all
On in taking aim
Trying to gain round with y'all
If I gotta crawl
My way to my destination
Then I'm at it
I'm desperate to find light
When it's mad dark in my attic
Sporadic brain matter
Flip out of vain
Feel like I'm losing it bro
Ive about had it

Oh God I need to get away
Relieve me from this mental state
I feel I'm going insane
DARK THOUGHTS parade in my brain
DARK THOUGHTS parade in my brain

And I wish that I had more friends
Instead of these enemies
Lot more love
Lot less hate
One more hug
And One more kiss
Instead of these memories
Living in the 21st-century
Is popularity over identity
What happened to
Loving each other
We gave that
Just a little more energy
Instead of saying that we monsters
And we ain't got a conscious
Miss me with the nonsense
Cuz ain't got a sponsor
Man We ain't getting no help
All I got is myself
And I'm tightening up this belt
Before I'm begging for help
And I'm still praying for some patients
That I hold inside the pavement
With this back-and-forth
Pacin on pads
Patiently waiting
I just laugh at all this fake shit
With the ratings
You can miss me with that hating
When I'm barely escaping Satan
Look
And I got these demons
But you can imagine
When ever I see em
And I get the spazzin
And whatever happens
Is whatever happens
And we can't control em
So what does it matter
Lack of aggression
Act of compassion
In a not so ordinary fashion
And I need everybody with me
To get the spazzin
Woah

Oh God I need to get away
Relieve me from this mental state
I feel I'm going insane
Dark thoughts parade in my brain
Dark thoughts parade in my brain