Prodigal

All of this time spent searching
For what didn't belong in life
And I think I've found
The piece out of place is me

They say you had to lay down your body entirely
So I could not want to lay down mine
They say you rose in three days time
I just wanna say goodby

I'm sick and I'm tired
And no house is a home
I'm sick and I'm tired
And no house is a home

Embrace my fear to overcome
I'll be a man and die alone
I've spent my life searching for love just to find
That it's not of this world and I'll never belong

I don't belong
I won't be missed

No one cares
No one cares

If you died and you rose for me
Why aren't you here while I still am?
Why aren't you here while I still am?
I move one step

I move one step forward to be three steps trailing
I've tried to work with what's given to me
Nothing ever works, it seems
My time has run its course
If I can't find something worth living for

Something worth living for

I'm depressed and torn. Nothing is right
Not by my standards, only by life's
This will be my anthem, I'll clean my own slate
This will be my anthem, I'll clean my own slate

So this is goodbye to lead to hello
Is it a sin to hate who I am and abandon all I know?

I've got a hair-trigger thought that says
I'll never have to feel this way again
This is my matter, these are my hands
I am the prodigal

I am returning

I move one step forward to be three steps trailing
I've tried to work with what's given to me
Nothing ever works, it seems
My time has run its course
If I can't find something worth living for

We'll be face to face again...
We'll be face to face again...